February 2011
Dear God,
People say that you give them hard times to test them. And see if they come back to you. Well, why do you keep on testing me? Do you not believe i passed it the first time, and you want me to keep going though the same thing over and over again?
Love,
Emily.
live for today, die for tomorrow.: here we go. →
forget-thepast:
The Butterfly Project The Rules are: 1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand. 2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better. 3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO…
One day when you come back and apologize, I'll...
It's tough when someone you care about starts to...
January 2011
“Because sometimes, the people you can’t live without, can live without...”
Images;
I really hate people how act like who they’re not. It’s obvious that you seem fake. Is it only me that notices? You act so innocent. I really wish that you would love to learn your real personality and let it shine. Instead of covering it up with a fake identity. I truthfully think that I’d love you more if you were who you really are. Instead of the fake person you try so hard...
One day, I want to go to somewhere in the middle...
I really feel like something is blocking me from God, and i don’t know what it is. it’s really discouraging, and itd be so much easier to just give up on trying to stay strong and try to get closer to God. it just used to be something i really wanted to do, and it was easy and made me happy. But now it feels so hard and tiring and straining. I try to think positive about it and such,...
Lord Jesus, come lead us. We're desperate for your...
I hate it when someone steps into your life....
Church
I always have these suggestions about things i really want my church to do. Like, things I heard others churches do, but ours doesnt. So i really want to mention it. But then i feel like it looks like I’m trying to take control or something. Cause i already mentioned some things, but it seems like they don’t like my suggestions. But there’s just some things i miss doing at Hanin that i wish my...
It feels like something is really bugging and hurting me, but I don’t know what it is.
I really wish i could dance TT . .
I remember telling mom I'd make her happy one day,...